Mafia Kingpin: The Complete Series (Bundle 1-6) Kill or be Killed, The Don, Sex & Drugs, Love, Lust & Lies, Vengeance is Mine, The Ultimate Sacrifice. ... Birmingham (Mafia Kingpin Box Sets Book 3) by A. G. Khaliq

Author:A. G. Khaliq
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Published: 2020-09-05T04:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 12

JEALOUSY & ENEMIES

LOUIS

“Sarina, what are you doing?” I found the words tumbling out of my mouth, trying my best not to give into her.

“Please don't go,” she whispered, dragging her nails across my chest as she bit her lip.

“As much as I want to spread your legs across your kitchen table-” I murmured, “You deserve better than me…”

I withdrew myself from her. It was taking all the self-control that I had in me to restrain myself and not slam her across the wall right now and have my way with her. She whimpered, and I knew that she was gutted. In all truth, so was I…

“You're a good girl, and I'm a player…” I mumbled. “I don't want you to get hurt.”

“I don't care, please…” she pleaded, bringing her hand up to my face, forcing me to look her in the eye.

I drew out a deep breath, struggling to keep my composure as she continued to undress me with her eyes. But I needed to put a stop to this, before we both dug ourselves into a pit that we couldn’t get out of…

“I'm sorry…” I whispered, and then turned on my heel, my heart hammering against my chest as I walked out of her apartment. I could feel her eyes burn into my back as she watched me leave, knowing that she was just as as upset as I was.

I made my way to my car, frustrated and pissed off at this whole situation. I was so fucking angry.

I couldn't get Sarina off my mind. It made me so fucking mad knowing what she had to go through. Shit that no girl should ever have to experience…

I drove angrily on the motorway, hitting the accelerator to speed up the car and try to distract my mind from thinking about Sarina. I could feel a single tear slide out of my cheek, as I re-counted every single thing she told me that she’d been through. My heart ached for her, and I hated this feeling.

I couldn't let myself get attached to her. I barely knew her…

It wasn't fucking right for me to waltz into her life and ruin it. With the amount of baggage I carried from my past, we would never work out…

I was mad at myself. Mad at myself for the stupid shit that I'd done. Mad at myself for throwing myself into a good girl's life. She deserved the world, and I couldn't be the man to give it to her. She looked a million fucking dollars, with that beautiful face and that beautiful body…

She was better off without me. I couldn't be selfish, because I'd never committed to a girl ever, in my entire life...

I let out a deep breath, as I furiously rotated the steering wheel, and slammed my foot down onto the brakes, pulling up at a Service Station.

I needed to stop these feelings…

I needed to repress these feelings…

Before they got the fucking better of me.

A FEW DAYS LATER…

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